this song is for you

i never had one but this song is just so sad. i like it so much and will never forget it. i will never forget you and never the best friends i had. do you know that i had a best friend for 9 years and then it was over? i miss her but now we write again. her name is karolin. i always called her karo. i think if something would happen with me she would be there. now my best friends since the 6. grade are eva and hannah and nobody is good like them :) they are my world. they mean so much to me. since one yaer i have got a best friend. i never saw he but  we will meet us in summer. i am so happy to looking forward to this. he is a person who knows so much about me. and he always liste to me. he is my world too. grandgrandma, you were my world too but i didn´t saw it. i was too young. do you know that i cried the last 3 years every second night? i was so sad. sometimes it is now so too but it can be better. if i want it. i just have to believe. 

this song is for you maria.

i will NEVER forget you, and if i do, i have to kill me. i swore you my love.